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Confused love

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+I wanna change, but don't know how to start
+I wanna rest, but my mind is torn apart
+Life is unpredictable, we all make mistakes
+Regret lingers on, the pain it creates
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+Things I did, things I didn't do
+Haunt me still, like a nightmare that's true
+I don't wanna repeat the same old crap
+That ruins my present, and all that's left is scrap
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+I wanna change but don't know how
+I wanna rest but don't know how
+Sorry mom for letting you down
+Actions that hurt, still spinning around
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+I miss my dad, the pain never fades
+Sometimes it hits hard, and I'm left in shades
+Devils on my back, and I can't break free
+The cage is locked, but the monsters can see
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+The cage opens up, when I'm feeling alive
+The happiness fades, and I'm left with strife
+I don't wanna walk down my father's path
+You told me that, and I can't forget that
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+I wanna change but don't know how
+I wanna rest but don't know how
+Sorry mom for letting you down
+Actions that hurt, still spinning around
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+I ask God, why did you take him away?
+I know it's not right, but I still pray
+I feel like he's not listening to me
+I lost my faith, and it's hard to believe
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+Satan comes back, and I feel his wrath
+I promised you, I wouldn't cry for him in the past
+But it's hard to accept, that he's gone forever
+I won't see him again, and it feels like never
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+I wanna change but don't know how
+I wanna rest but don't know how
+Sorry mom for letting you down
+Actions that hurt, still spinning around
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+I'm sorry mom, for causing you pain
+I'll try to be better, and not make the same mistakes again
+It's hard to move on, but I'll try my best
+I'll keep pushing forward, and leave the past to rest.